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I'm lost in these dreams.
Down these twists and turns
This labyrinth has spun me in all direction.
Reliving moments played again in my head,
I've always have the same solution.
I've always found the way out.
Now the stakes built up a wall.
I'm afraid of the consequence,
And either choice is not one I want.
All in a gray, in a limbo inescapable,
A decision must be made
Before they pull the trigger.
I go this way and betray all compassion.
I go there and forget all hopes and aspirations.
Whichever choice I make,
My chest rips open
All organs exposed to the fires.
The tears stream down.
The torturous pain none can withstand.
My sanity and strength die out.
I see myself as I look below,
A wretched creature unrecognizable.
I wake up screaming,
Sweat dripping down my face.
I've hoped this dream would never come true,
But this nightmare has awakened.
Now I don't know what to do.
Doing nothing is far more dangerous.
What would you do if "win" did not exist?
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| i miss some things in the past so much, right now i want to make it a part of my present.
though, my sense tells me to leave it alone, my heart aches for what it can't have.
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| life throws me something good and something bad comes with it
grrr....
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| that my dad knows now
im happy i got caught
now i know that im on the right path
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